
ii read this everyday in my notes &nd I’ve constantly have to remind myself that for her actions it isn’t my fault &nd ii shouldn’t be the one suffering buhh ii can’t help myself when I’m always having flashbacks of what she did the lies the cheating everything!! it’s like everyday ii have a battle with myself ii try to forget buhh ii just can’t seem it’s a never ending battle ii have with myself &nd the worse part about this all is that I’m paying for her mistakes im the one dealing with it not &nd ii just say “ii only have myself to blame” buhh there’s more to it then just her cheating her LIEING ii took her back hoping she’d change.she stop all connections w/her ex buhh still she makes promises &nd can’t keep them she constantly makes excuses for them also idk I’m just getting soo fed up that ii just wanna walk out &nd leave her &nd never look back ii don’t think ii can do this anymore ii need to get my usher on &nd let it burn…

hope you just don’t act like you still care so that you will have someone to fall back on when she walks away. And she will walk away. Not every girl is going to love you as much as I did. And fight for you as much as I did. Remember that when you don’t have anyone else left to turn to. So just realize that sooner or later…you’re going to the one missing out and I’m not going to be there to pick up the pieces when your world falls apart.

You don’t care, and I finally understand that. But I’m never going to understand how you could drop me so fast, and I guess I’ll never know. You owe me a thousand explanations but you’ll never take the time to explain a thing to me.

(via kcgraphics)